1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:03,720 The insomnia comes back. 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 3 00:00:03,960 --> 00:00:08,200 In my last dream I walked into a dark forest, 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 5 00:00:08,440 --> 00:00:10,720 so dark that I couldn't even see my fingers. 6 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:19,160 But I could hear a delicate sound of trees 7 00:00:19,400 --> 00:00:24,680 while the breeze travelled in between the leaves. 8 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:33,120 Suddenly in the darkness appeared a soft silver light. 9 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:34,840 The light was weak 10 00:00:35,080 --> 00:00:40,280 although it gave the trees a glowing halo. 11 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:46,440 From the silver light, 12 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:53,480 a blurry figure stretched out its long fingers to summon me. 13 00:00:54,320 --> 00:00:58,240 When I started to walk towards it, 14 00:00:58,480 --> 00:01:00,960 it hid itself in the silver light 15 00:01:01,200 --> 00:01:04,240 and floated away into the darkness. 16 00:01:12,800 --> 00:01:16,200 I started to chase the light, 17 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:18,960 ran and ran... 18 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:22,240 and I never stopped. 19 00:02:34,600 --> 00:02:36,480 - Son, I've got news for you. 20 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:43,000 A comrade of your father's friend has a daughter. 21 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:46,040 She recently graduated in the UK, 22 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:49,040 then she came back to China and found a job in Shanghai. 23 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:52,200 Her father wants to introduce her to you. 24 00:02:52,440 --> 00:02:54,880 When you arrive at Shanghai after graduation, 25 00:02:55,040 --> 00:02:56,720 you two can meet. 26 00:02:56,920 --> 00:03:00,440 Her father will arrange a date for you two. 27 00:03:00,640 --> 00:03:03,680 It's a good match, we are friends with her parents. 28 00:03:03,880 --> 00:03:08,360 His daughter is pretty, with big eyes. Looks cute! 29 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:13,400 How can I have a girlfriend? I don't even have a job. 30 00:03:13,640 --> 00:03:15,360 I don't know where to settle down. 31 00:03:15,560 --> 00:03:17,760 How can I have a girlfriend? 32 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:20,800 - Come back! 33 00:03:21,040 --> 00:03:23,640 Come back to China and find a job here. 34 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:26,560 This year after you graduate, you come back first. 35 00:03:26,760 --> 00:03:30,680 Your father sent you some job posts, did you read them? 36 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:33,080 One province is hiring millions of new employees. 37 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:37,080 I watched on TV, it's very hard to find a job in Europe, 38 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:40,560 we Chinese have so many job offers, 39 00:03:40,760 --> 00:03:43,480 like in this province I mentioned, 40 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:47,600 specially for people like you, who went to college overseas. 41 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:50,480 You should come back and find a job here. 42 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:53,360 Wherever it pays better, you will settle there. 43 00:03:53,560 --> 00:03:56,040 Settled, pay the first mortgage for a house, 44 00:03:56,280 --> 00:03:58,040 afterwards, buy a house, find a girlfriend. 45 00:03:58,280 --> 00:04:00,960 You have to get married before you are 30 years old! 46 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:02,200 Come back as soon as possible! 47 00:04:02,400 --> 00:04:05,680 Come back and find a girlfriend to marry as soon as possible! 48 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:10,040 I'm getting old, it won't be easy to raise a grandson! 49 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:13,840 Come back and find a girlfriend to marry, 50 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:19,720 give birth to my grandson, so I can raise my grandson after I am retired. 51 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:08,720 - Just a beer? 52 00:07:09,040 --> 00:07:11,160 Yeah, thank you! I'll wait for it here. 53 00:07:11,520 --> 00:07:12,640 He's here, already? 54 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:14,040 Is he here already? 55 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:15,680 Oh yeah, okay. 56 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:18,400 Would you like to pay now or later? Now. 57 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:19,880 Now? Yeah. How much? 58 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,240 715 for the beer. 59 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:29,400 Cheers. Thank you. 60 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:34,680 Shit. 61 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:42,640 Thank you. You're welcome. 62 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:18,920 I didn't see you. I came from the other side, through another door. 63 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:19,960 Ok. 64 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:22,000 Let's smoke a cigarette? Yeah. 65 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:28,120 - So, what is the difference? 66 00:09:28,560 --> 00:09:29,520 The difference? 67 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:37,040 Okay, so... 68 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:41,400 I am from China and... 69 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:45,360 I dated the first man from... when I was... 70 00:09:46,080 --> 00:09:47,200 twenty. 71 00:09:47,560 --> 00:09:48,720 Now, I am twenty six 72 00:09:49,480 --> 00:09:51,680 and you know in China it is never 'open' 73 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:54,560 and then I have a boyfriend in China, 74 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:56,840 and we are together, very nice! 75 00:09:57,240 --> 00:09:59,320 But we are never open. 76 00:09:59,680 --> 00:10:01,120 So, when I came to Europe, 77 00:10:01,680 --> 00:10:05,920 I was thinking, maybe I can be open in Europe 78 00:10:06,160 --> 00:10:09,400 because here everybody, nobody cares. 79 00:10:11,560 --> 00:10:12,200 And then... 80 00:10:12,440 --> 00:10:13,440 - It could be much easier. 81 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:19,600 It was like one of the first times when I see the drag performance, in Greece. 82 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:21,280 I was very... 83 00:10:21,560 --> 00:10:22,640 like, surprised. - In Greece? 84 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:23,920 Yeah! in Greece. 85 00:10:24,240 --> 00:10:28,560 I went there for vacation with my boyfriend in Mykonos. 86 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:32,520 and then I remember very clearly there was a man singing some song 87 00:10:32,720 --> 00:10:35,600 and when there is a lyric saying that he wants to cry 88 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:39,280 There are two water pipes here, and then the water like... 89 00:10:40,400 --> 00:10:43,000 - So it was funny? It was very funny, yes. 90 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:45,080 And then... 91 00:10:45,840 --> 00:10:50,880 I think my journey in Europe maybe will finish by summer. 92 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:55,640 So, which means if I go back to China maybe I will be, you know, like before. 93 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:58,320 So, I really want to... 94 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:01,840 How do you say it? Like, liberate myself. 95 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:05,560 And I like the performance 96 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,440 but I always wonder, like, how do you do it? 97 00:11:08,640 --> 00:11:11,880 That's why I came up with this idea to find the... 98 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:16,520 like the best, one of the best drag performer in Budapest, while I am here. 99 00:11:17,280 --> 00:11:19,040 I want to learn to perform. 100 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:24,280 But I don't know if I can. 101 00:11:26,280 --> 00:11:29,440 So do you think if I want to perform ...and then, 102 00:11:30,160 --> 00:11:31,680 Can you be my master? 103 00:11:33,120 --> 00:11:34,360 - Your master? 104 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:35,800 Ah! No. 105 00:11:36,320 --> 00:11:37,520 For sure, not. 106 00:11:41,040 --> 00:11:43,360 I just can tell you a few things. 107 00:11:43,600 --> 00:11:45,800 But in order to perform, 108 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:49,800 basically, it must come from inside. 109 00:11:51,560 --> 00:11:55,200 You would like to express something, 110 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:59,640 you would like to make people laugh or something, 111 00:12:00,160 --> 00:12:01,080 or cry, 112 00:12:01,560 --> 00:12:02,880 or anything. 113 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:06,640 Or you just like to express yourself. 114 00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:10,120 That's more important. 115 00:12:11,520 --> 00:12:15,760 Than to hear someone, who says do that or do that. 116 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:21,920 No, you do it yourself and maybe I can tell you my opinion about it. 117 00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:29,040 Maybe, I can tell if it would be more impressive if you do that or that... 118 00:12:29,280 --> 00:12:31,640 but basically, it has to come from inside. 119 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:32,400 Okay. 120 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:39,360 - Can you walk slower? 121 00:12:39,680 --> 00:12:41,280 I can't keep up with you. 122 00:12:41,680 --> 00:12:44,760 We are walking in the street like strangers. 123 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:47,360 I know. That's good. 124 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:51,360 So no one will think other things about us then. 125 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:54,520 Why is that so important? 126 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:57,360 We don't know anyone in the street. 127 00:12:57,720 --> 00:13:00,240 Who cares about what they think? 128 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:01,920 I do. 129 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:05,560 I don't want Chinese people to think of me being gay. 130 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:07,280 Why not? 131 00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:11,640 I don't want them to point at me and say, 132 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:13,760 look at that Chinese boy, 133 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:17,040 he's probably gay with that foreigner boyfriend. 134 00:13:17,520 --> 00:13:20,120 I will feel very stressed and not comfortable, 135 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:22,720 just thinking of them saying this, 136 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:24,360 behind our back. 137 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:27,960 Okay, okay... but look! 138 00:13:28,200 --> 00:13:31,040 Even Hugo can't keep up with your pace! 139 00:13:35,160 --> 00:13:36,840 Okay, I'll try. 140 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:41,120 Hello? 141 00:13:42,120 --> 00:13:43,280 - I can hear you. 142 00:13:43,680 --> 00:13:45,520 Okay. Now I can hear you. 143 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:47,880 Why couldn't I hear you before? 144 00:13:48,400 --> 00:13:49,640 I don't know. 145 00:13:51,680 --> 00:13:53,080 How are you? 146 00:13:53,320 --> 00:13:58,320 Happy birthday to you... 147 00:13:58,560 --> 00:14:00,360 stop the noise! 148 00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:03,680 Happy birthday to you... 149 00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:05,160 Thank you. 150 00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:06,720 Make a wish. 151 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:12,120 I wish you come back to me soon. 152 00:14:13,240 --> 00:14:15,440 Okay, blow the candle. 153 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:23,960 How are you? 154 00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:25,480 Not very good. 155 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:29,440 Have you found anything good? 156 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:33,520 No, no jobs. 157 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:35,480 I don't know baby... - It's really hard. 158 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:36,680 Yes! 159 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:40,240 I think I sent twenty jobs forms, 160 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:43,280 and I got four of them saying no. 161 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:46,160 And then the others I haven't even heard from them. 162 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:53,600 Hugo, look! 163 00:14:53,840 --> 00:14:55,280 Look, who's there? 164 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:56,440 Hugo! 165 00:15:02,040 --> 00:15:05,120 Hugo, look, who's there? 166 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:18,760 Did you ask for your holiday? 167 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:21,000 I'm going to find out this week. 168 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:23,920 Did you check any jobs? 169 00:15:25,440 --> 00:15:27,680 I've been checking jobs throughout. 170 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:28,920 I've been talking to people. 171 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:31,440 I've even spoke to one headhunter... 172 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:35,120 for international job placement... 173 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:38,240 The things are really bad. 174 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:40,040 There's hardly anything to do. 175 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:44,600 People are shutting down their factories and work. 176 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:46,560 I don't know what is going to happen. 177 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:51,840 The fashion scene is like really bad... really, really bad. 178 00:15:52,600 --> 00:15:55,240 I'm just trying to hold on to whatever I have right now. 179 00:15:56,120 --> 00:15:57,800 Because so far the things are 180 00:15:58,600 --> 00:16:01,680 I mean, I don't know how long I'm gonna stay here 181 00:16:02,240 --> 00:16:04,600 the way this company is going, you know? 182 00:16:05,320 --> 00:16:08,400 The work is really, really bad. Really bad. 183 00:16:11,120 --> 00:16:13,080 That's the situation. 184 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:19,600 I also can't find any jobs. 185 00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:23,480 So, they said no or no reply. 186 00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:26,800 Remember I told you that old... 187 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:30,600 very old colleague of mine, 188 00:16:30,720 --> 00:16:32,240 he has decided to leave... 189 00:16:32,360 --> 00:16:33,760 Hugo stop it! 190 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:39,560 And now she's fired one more person. 191 00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:40,760 Oh! 192 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:44,680 So, by the end of it after... 193 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:47,160 after summer holiday, 194 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:50,120 and she's only hiring one more person. 195 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:52,080 So anyways she's like 196 00:16:52,200 --> 00:16:53,680 she's telling me that 197 00:16:53,880 --> 00:16:55,200 Hugo for God sake! 198 00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:56,760 I can't take this anymore! 199 00:16:56,880 --> 00:16:59,080 Every day is the same fucking thing! 200 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:00,680 Stop it! 201 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,640 He's very annoying in all, these days. 202 00:17:09,600 --> 00:17:11,520 He doesn't let me sit for one second. 203 00:17:11,640 --> 00:17:14,520 The minute I sit down, he starts growling, 204 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:16,000 he wants a ball, 205 00:17:16,120 --> 00:17:18,240 he was barking at the door, 206 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:19,680 he's driving me insane. 207 00:17:19,760 --> 00:17:22,000 I can't sit for one second. 208 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,200 Today is Sunday, 209 00:17:24,320 --> 00:17:27,440 he wanted to go out at five o'clock in the morning. 210 00:17:27,720 --> 00:17:29,360 He woke me up. 211 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:32,800 Growling, barking... early morning. 212 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:34,520 It's very difficult. 213 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:38,040 I don't get a minute for myself to rest, you know. 214 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:41,440 I was actually last week I was so tired and 215 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,720 so like... you know, 216 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:47,040 I was just thinking maybe I can just give Hugo away, 217 00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:49,600 find someone who can take care of him like that... 218 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:53,640 because I can't take care of him anymore by myself. 219 00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:56,720 Like I was up to that level of... 220 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:58,920 of feeling... 221 00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:01,600 you know, stressed. 222 00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:05,360 But, of course I can't give him away... 223 00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:07,040 he's my baby. 224 00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:09,840 Our baby. 225 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:16,720 Did you miss me? 226 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:19,280 I miss you all the time. 227 00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:20,680 Yeah? 228 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:24,920 All the time. 229 00:18:25,120 --> 00:18:27,080 I miss you so much. I feel very lonely... 230 00:18:27,400 --> 00:18:29,360 Me too. Here all by myself. 231 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:31,840 I have no job... 232 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:34,000 Hugo is so difficult now... 233 00:18:35,080 --> 00:18:37,680 I have to wake up like, five o'clock in the morning 234 00:18:38,080 --> 00:18:41,440 and I have to go to work, and the work is madness these days. 235 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:44,160 I don't sleep well. 236 00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:02,120 He already had his food 237 00:19:02,520 --> 00:19:05,000 and now is waiting for me to open my food 238 00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:07,200 so he can start begging for more. 239 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:12,680 I'm going to show you. 240 00:19:17,720 --> 00:19:18,720 Yeah. 241 00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:21,200 This is what he does.. 242 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,480 He doesn't leave me for one second. 243 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:27,680 Hugo? Not one second. 244 00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:31,680 Did he gain weight? 245 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:34,480 What do you think? 246 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:35,800 I think a bit. 247 00:19:39,360 --> 00:19:41,280 How heavy is he now? 248 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:45,080 I think it's the same. Yeah? 249 00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:48,600 I've been weighing him for a long time. 250 00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:58,440 Asim, I finally got an email from the school! 251 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:01,600 They've accepted me for the study in Europe! 252 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:04,480 That's... great! 253 00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:08,760 What should I do? If I go... 254 00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:11,040 we will be separate for two years. 255 00:20:11,480 --> 00:20:13,000 Go for it! 256 00:20:13,240 --> 00:20:15,720 You've been dreaming about this for a long time, 257 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:17,160 haven't you? 258 00:20:17,600 --> 00:20:19,440 Don't worry about me. 259 00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:20,720 But... 260 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:25,520 Maybe you can try to have a new lifestyle over there. 261 00:20:26,360 --> 00:20:27,960 What do you mean? 262 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:31,560 You come from a small town with a traditional family. 263 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:33,240 And I'm even worse. 264 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:36,040 We will never, probably never, 265 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:37,840 be open gay. 266 00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:40,720 But this is a very good chance for you, 267 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:44,240 to try to live life as open gay in Europe. 268 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,560 Nobody cares there. 269 00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:50,120 I probably will never have the chance to experience, 270 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:52,080 but now you do. 271 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:55,720 Maybe I will and in the end, 272 00:20:55,920 --> 00:20:59,120 We will move to Europe together and get married there! 273 00:20:59,320 --> 00:21:02,400 Then we can be an open couple there. 274 00:21:03,800 --> 00:21:05,320 Well, firstly, 275 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:07,160 you have to be rich and famous, 276 00:21:07,360 --> 00:21:11,520 so that you can buy me a big, big diamond ring! 277 00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:15,000 Not a problem. I will! 278 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:18,520 How would you feel if we are together in Spain? 279 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:20,360 - I would love it. 280 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:23,160 What? I can't hear you. What is this? 281 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:24,680 I said I would love it. 282 00:21:24,680 --> 00:21:26,680 I'm making Hugo's food. 283 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:32,680 Before I was thinking after graduation, 284 00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:36,400 I would get a job and then you will come. 285 00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:39,280 And then we can have a wedding in Europe, 286 00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:41,400 and then the classmates can come. 287 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:46,560 Now I'm stuck on the first step. 288 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:52,640 I was thinking I want you to do some research. 289 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:55,480 You are young right now and... 290 00:21:55,680 --> 00:21:58,760 I want you to check and apply for... 291 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:01,280 Austri-lian immigration. 292 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:03,040 Austri-lia? 293 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:03,720 Yes. 294 00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:06,160 Austri-lia or Austria? 295 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:07,600 Austri-lia. 296 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:08,640 Okay. 297 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:10,760 Immigration to Austri-lia. 298 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:12,560 I want you to check it. 299 00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:17,240 Because I was reading up on it... 300 00:22:17,840 --> 00:22:21,720 Thank you. 301 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:24,480 Bye-bye. 302 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:31,040 So I was reading up on it and... 303 00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:34,280 although it takes a little while but if you apply now, 304 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:37,280 there is chance that you can get the immigration. 305 00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:44,040 And if it happens, then you know, we can kind of somehow do this together. 306 00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:48,320 We can move together because then... we can... 307 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:52,000 I can be your spouse and we can move together. 308 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,080 What did you say? 309 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,240 I could be your spouse and we can move together. 310 00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:58,960 What is 'spouse'? 311 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:02,040 'Spouse' is a husband. 312 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:04,360 Yeah? 313 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:05,440 Yeah! 314 00:23:05,640 --> 00:23:06,520 Finally? 315 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:08,920 What do you mean finally? 316 00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:11,640 You start applying. There's no 'finally'. 317 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:14,680 This is only for paperwork, so that we can move together. 318 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,440 Okay, I'll check. But I want to be Chinese, 319 00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:19,640 I don't want to be Australian. 320 00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:23,040 You can hold two passports if you wish. 321 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,520 Yeah okay, I'll check. 322 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:27,960 But, the thing is... 323 00:23:28,160 --> 00:23:29,760 what do you mean you want to be Chinese? 324 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,240 Forget about being Chinese! 325 00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:33,080 We have to be together! 326 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:33,800 Yea, but... 327 00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,160 We have to live together! 328 00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:38,680 Yes, but at the same time I'm Chinese. 329 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,760 Fuck your Chinese! Fuck you Chinese! 330 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:43,320 You are nothing! You are going to... 331 00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:45,760 we are going to live together wherever we can. 332 00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:47,080 Yeah, yeah. 333 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:49,120 You have to do this. 334 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:52,040 I checked and I can't really fit into a lot of categories. 335 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:56,320 So, the only way we can do this, it's because you can. 336 00:23:57,040 --> 00:24:00,000 I think you have more chances of applying. 337 00:24:01,120 --> 00:24:03,960 And then we can move together. 338 00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:07,920 Once you move there, you can... 339 00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:10,640 you have to get a job, 340 00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:12,960 or you have to study or something like that. 341 00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:17,160 You have to live there for 3 or 4 years, completely. 342 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:20,760 Of course you can leave and come back, like holidays. 343 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,960 But then, if you live for a certain period of time over there, 344 00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:26,760 basically you get the passport 345 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:33,120 and normally you get the passport and you also get, 346 00:24:33,120 --> 00:24:35,160 like... how do you say? 347 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:38,520 The government might also give... like... 348 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,560 free insurance, 349 00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:46,320 You know? Whatever the nacional citizens can get, you also can get it. 350 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:47,600 Okay. 351 00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:53,840 So, this is something that you really need to start looking on, right now. 352 00:24:54,360 --> 00:24:55,360 Do it right now. 353 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:57,080 Ok, I'll see. 354 00:24:57,360 --> 00:25:00,400 Because apparently the process takes a long time. 355 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:06,560 I know a lot of Chinese people are moving from here. 356 00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:10,840 Like a lot of Chinese people have taken immigration and gone 357 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:13,960 to Australia and New Zealand. 358 00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:15,720 New Zealand is better. 359 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:16,680 I like New Zealand. 360 00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:18,400 New Zealand is not better! 361 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:20,080 New Zealand has no jobs! 362 00:25:20,320 --> 00:25:22,120 It's like a small town. 363 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:25,920 Okay. 364 00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,440 Yes, you need to think about... 365 00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:30,440 the future I mean, 366 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,120 just because New Zealand is beautiful, 367 00:25:32,360 --> 00:25:34,240 it doesn't mean that you want to move to New Zealand. 368 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:37,280 You have to move to Australia so that you can find... 369 00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:39,000 you have better choices of... 370 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:41,000 of jobs and stuff. 371 00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:42,800 Europe is very hard now, 372 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,160 it's very difficult to find anything there. 373 00:25:45,360 --> 00:25:47,160 The only choices are 374 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:51,400 Canada, America and... Australia. 375 00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:53,160 Okay. 376 00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:54,440 Do you understand? 377 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:56,000 Yeah. 378 00:25:56,520 --> 00:25:58,160 You live in Europe, 379 00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:01,600 You tell me, you talk to people...and you don't think... 380 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,440 Everywhere it's very, very difficult. 381 00:26:05,400 --> 00:26:07,440 People are making no money, people are... 382 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,120 making even less money than before. 383 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:11,640 Yeah. 384 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,840 Ok, I'll check and start, but i'm also doing a film. 385 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:21,360 Yeah, do the film but start thinking and looking on this. 386 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,080 Do you know what the film is about? 387 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,880 You'll show me, you don't need to tell me. Just show me. 388 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:29,600 I don't want to know before. 389 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:30,920 Why? 390 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:36,000 Because I want to see it without having an opinion about it. 391 00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:40,320 Because every time you discuss it with me, then I have an opinion. 392 00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:45,200 I want you to show it, but without discussing it. 393 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:49,520 My film is about me. 394 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,320 Good...that's very good. 395 00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:55,600 Why? Don't tell me! 396 00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,160 Okay. 397 00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:03,760 I really want to find a job somewhere here, 398 00:27:03,920 --> 00:27:04,920 and then...you know... 399 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:07,920 I get the residence permit. 400 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,040 And then you can come, and then we get married, and then we can... 401 00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:13,480 You get a job first, 402 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:17,040 so at least one thing is done. 403 00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:19,480 Try to get a job. 404 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:20,800 Yeah, but... 405 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,760 You keep telling me "find a job, find a job" 406 00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:27,480 Because, you know... 407 00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:31,360 Even you are finding it hard to find a job 408 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:33,600 And you are new. And you're young. 409 00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:36,840 For me is even much harder. 410 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:41,360 I applied to so many things, to everything that I can do. Not only films. 411 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:45,000 And everywhere, you know, as long as it's in Europe. 412 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,480 I even applied for jobs in Brazil. 413 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:50,920 Just... really. 414 00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:53,160 I don't know what to do. 415 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:54,720 You will find something. 416 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,800 But you know it feels good to be open in Europe. 417 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:04,560 So it would be really nice if we are here together... we can, you know? 418 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:06,960 Have a proper life, with Hugo. 419 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:10,640 Agreed. 420 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:11,640 Yeah. 421 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:20,560 Okay. 422 00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:28,640 Talk to you later. 423 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:30,200 Goodbye. Okay. 424 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:31,680 Bye-bye. 425 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,280 Look here. 426 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:51,280 Look. 427 00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:55,840 Look here. 428 00:29:18,440 --> 00:29:20,080 Okay. 429 00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:21,200 Okay, see you. 430 00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:22,640 I go. 431 00:29:22,840 --> 00:29:24,360 Bye-bye. 432 00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:27,240 What else should we say? 433 00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:29,440 I love you. 434 00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,280 I love you too. 435 00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,080 Okay, bye-bye. 436 00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:10,160 Those flares are becoming clearer an clearer, 437 00:31:10,720 --> 00:31:13,880 and I gradually walked next to him. 438 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:17,600 He gazed into the water and said to me, 439 00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,200 this stream is full of life. 440 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:27,520 It shines bright like the stars even in this dark, dark night. 441 00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:35,520 At this moment, I saw a handsome face through the silver glow, 442 00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:40,080 a beautiful face as if coming out of a Pekin opera show. 443 00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:20,320 What if my parents know about my secret? 444 00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:30,920 Dad, mom, actually I like men. 445 00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:35,800 What? Son, are you kidding me?! 446 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,440 Exactly, stop telling bad jokes! 447 00:33:38,680 --> 00:33:43,000 You are so handsome and talented, so many girls want to date you. 448 00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:47,480 I already arranged several dates since you arrived home. 449 00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:49,520 I'm not joking... 450 00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:53,600 I've been together with him for almost six years now. 451 00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:56,600 This is such a shame! 452 00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:02,560 I can't help with it, it just happened naturally. 453 00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:05,200 Nobody knows that we are together. 454 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:08,080 We told people that we are just flatmates, 455 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:09,720 sharing the rent. 456 00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:15,080 I will pretend that you didn't tell me anything today 457 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,680 and you will never bring it up again in the future. 458 00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:19,440 Dad... 459 00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:20,600 Shut up! 460 00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:23,240 You will date a girl tomorrow, 461 00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,160 marry her as soon as possible! 462 00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:26,520 If not... 463 00:34:26,720 --> 00:34:29,880 if not, you are not my son anymore! 464 00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:53,600 A common impression of Chinese people in the eye of others, 465 00:34:56,480 --> 00:35:03,760 is that we are introverted and don’t like to express ourselves. 466 00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:12,960 This stereotype does exist and it’s very true even now. 467 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:20,120 One of the most important elements of Chinese education 468 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:27,800 is the concept of a perfect man, which has been developed by different ideologists, 469 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:34,120 throughout almost 3000 years. 470 00:35:36,240 --> 00:35:40,400 From the time of Confucius (around 550 BC), 471 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:48,680 a quote from his work says: ‘Do not see, listen to, say and do things that are not graceful’, 472 00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:53,160 until Tang dynasty (around 1060 AD), 473 00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:57,680 even good women’s regulations has been described as: 474 00:35:58,240 --> 00:36:03,800 ‘women have to learn how to behave decently. Be clean, be chaste.’ 475 00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:12,200 Even until nowadays, 476 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:22,920 Chinese people have been regulated with a lot of pressure from moral level apart from law. 477 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:36,320 The education that I received when I was growing up always reminded me to behave well in public, 478 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:41,840 which put a lot of pressure on me when facing life's problems, 479 00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:47,160 especially when coming to terms with my own sexual orientation. 480 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:55,080 If I have to go back to China after graduation, the situation for me would be very difficult. 481 00:36:55,360 --> 00:37:03,360 That’s why it is very important for me to experiment and express myself, to make this film now. 482 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:40,240 The silver light seems to come to life, 483 00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:42,280 while I was chasing it, 484 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:47,320 ambiguously, I saw it dancing freely in between trees. 485 00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:08,840 Once in a while, I could hear a soft, beautiful melody break the dark silence, 486 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:13,240 I didn't know for how long I've been chasing the light, 487 00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:17,800 passing through how many trees, flowers, birds and hills. 488 00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:22,960 Finally it stopped by the river. 489 00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:26,880 I asked: "Who are you?" 490 00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:32,360 It answered: "I am whoever you want me to be." 491 00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:37,040 Step by step, I approached it. 492 00:38:37,240 --> 00:38:39,400 Under the bright moonlight, 493 00:38:39,560 --> 00:38:44,440 while the river was shining with dancing bokeh. 494 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:48,320 ♪ Tonight the wind is gentle ♪ 495 00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,720 ♪ I miss you with warm heart ♪ 496 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:57,920 ♪ the days I spent with you were relaxed ♪ 497 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:02,720 ♪ You are not here ♪ 498 00:41:03,440 --> 00:41:06,120 ♪ and I miss you so ♪ 499 00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:12,160 ♪ how can I stop dreaming of you ♪ 500 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:16,400 ♪ A life with you ♪ 501 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,640 ♪ I will never feel lonely ♪ 502 00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:27,640 ♪ You were so kind and special to me ♪ 503 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:35,760 ♪ I should stick to you ♪ 504 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:42,160 ♪ Just as you are always guarding me ♪ 505 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:45,680 ♪ My dear ♪ 506 00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:49,320 ♪ My dear love ♪ 507 00:41:49,600 --> 00:41:56,800 ♪ Thank you for being with me for such a long time ♪ 508 00:41:57,080 --> 00:42:00,520 ♪ My dear ♪ 509 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:04,080 ♪ My dear love ♪ 510 00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:11,840 ♪ This is the most exciting moment in my life ♪ 511 00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:43,160 And the second part will be the Peking Opera. 512 00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:44,920 So I will mix these together. 513 00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:45,760 Okay. 514 00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:47,040 So second part will be... 515 00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:54,160 ♪ Love and hate were all in a moment ♪ 516 00:42:54,360 --> 00:43:01,600 ♪ Propose a toast to the moon, love surpasses heaven ♪ 517 00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:08,520 ♪ Where can I find the buried feeling ♪ 518 00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:15,080 ♪ Dreaming of love back in Tang Dynasty ♪ 519 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:16,240 So like this. 520 00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:22,520 You should definitely be prepared for a reaction when you switch to this, 521 00:43:23,240 --> 00:43:25,960 because this is completely unknown, and it's new. 522 00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:29,440 So whatever reaction, you have to be able to be prepare for it. 523 00:43:29,720 --> 00:43:31,680 But it doesn't necessarily mean it's a negative thing. 524 00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:32,640 Okay. 525 00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:36,080 But it's a very interesting change. 526 00:43:36,240 --> 00:43:36,760 Yeah? 527 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,720 Absolutely! 528 00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:54,120 When I arrived in Europe from China two years ago, 529 00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:58,200 I decided to come out of the closet in Europe. 530 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:04,600 Because in China I have a boyfriend but we are not openly together, openly gay... 531 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:11,440 because of the family and he's from Iran so there is a lot of religious or family stress. 532 00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:17,080 So I came to Europe two years ago and I decided to live the life here as open gay. 533 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:22,560 And then, it was very easy to live, very releasing. 534 00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:27,440 So, because now, this summer, I will graduate 535 00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:30,160 and then if i can't find a job in Europe, 536 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:31,960 I have to go back to China. 537 00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:34,080 And then, if I go back to China, 538 00:44:34,400 --> 00:44:35,760 I need to live like before. 539 00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:38,240 That's why I feel very stressed, 540 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:40,120 because of stress from family, 541 00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:43,200 and from the culture, from the job, 542 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:45,720 from the making of this film. 543 00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:49,520 So that's why when I see the performance, the drag performance, 544 00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:52,240 I was feeling very like... free! 545 00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,200 Like, liberating, you know! 546 00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:55,920 You just really, 547 00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:59,280 specially when, like, they say some... 548 00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:02,160 For example, Betty Blue 549 00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:05,400 she did a song and it was like, 550 00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:09,840 ♪ everybody is fucking, but me...♪ 551 00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:12,880 so I was very inspired. 552 00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:19,400 That's why I wanted to explore myself through this performance. 553 00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:36,200 The Chinese opera that I've seen on the internet, 554 00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:38,080 the traditional Chinese opera, 555 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:46,240 was very rigid and the performance has strict rules, 556 00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:52,640 so the performer doesn't have much freedom 557 00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:56,680 but here, of course, it can be, because here we don't know how should it be exactly. 558 00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:59,880 he is not performing at home in the Chinese National Opera House, 559 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:03,160 so here he can do anything and we would believe that it is authentic 560 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:07,800 but in my opinion there is not much freedom in that originality. 561 00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:09,760 I want do do it and 562 00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:15,480 it would be really nice If I can be good enough to do it on a stage, 563 00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:19,880 because I'm just not very confident about this 564 00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:24,600 because I've never had the experience of performing or dancing. 565 00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:27,640 So, it would be really great. 566 00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:30,560 And also, before that I can.... 567 00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:33,800 I can show you 568 00:46:34,520 --> 00:46:36,000 I can show you first 569 00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:40,360 Later I can show you the song, however it sounds like if I sing 570 00:46:40,720 --> 00:46:44,920 and then later when I have the costume, I will start to practise. 571 00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:50,680 And then I will show you, together with the costume and dancing, how does it look. 572 00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:54,080 And then get some feedback. 573 00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:58,680 It's nice and it is an honor... 574 00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:01,480 but a bit strange, 575 00:47:01,720 --> 00:47:07,120 because I think art is especially subjective, 576 00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:11,360 depending on what a person likes or dislikes. 577 00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:18,280 Otherwise, if it is only a one-time thing, 578 00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:20,960 so just a one-time manifestation, 579 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:24,600 then, he doesn't need to listen to any advice. 580 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:28,360 Then he has to do what comes from inside himself. 581 00:47:29,320 --> 00:47:30,800 I think that's the most important. 582 00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:35,560 With technical questions it is possible to help, 583 00:47:35,880 --> 00:47:42,160 but with his art, that originates from him, it is impossible to comment or tell what to do. 584 00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:49,080 See, wearing women's clothes doesn't make coming out easier, 585 00:47:49,320 --> 00:47:53,200 but more difficult! 586 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:56,400 Did you come out to your family as a drag queen? 587 00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:58,280 Or like, how was it? 588 00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:03,040 No. My mother passed away a very long time ago. 589 00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,520 So she wouldn't been able to know about it 590 00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:09,200 because at time I wasn't even sure about it either. 591 00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:14,840 I didn't tell my father, because I thought he wouldn't understand 592 00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:16,320 this whole thing. 593 00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:20,600 We didn't live together already, I lived separately. 594 00:48:20,920 --> 00:48:27,720 And I thought it is easier to protect him from blaming himself 595 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,680 by not coming out to him. 596 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,320 Sometimes, I think if I should tell my parents... 597 00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:39,840 because they live in a very small town in China. 598 00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:43,880 I feel sometimes that, 599 00:48:44,120 --> 00:48:47,760 if I told them, finally, they'll agree, they are okay. 600 00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:51,120 But I just feel like they are living in a small town, 601 00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:52,800 everybody knows each other, 602 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:54,800 and when they walk on the street, 603 00:48:55,360 --> 00:48:58,560 they will point at them behind their back, like: 604 00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:00,720 "look, their son is gay," 605 00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:06,000 "their son went to Shanghai, went abroad to study and now he is gay." 606 00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:09,920 Maybe they will think that because you went to Europe. 607 00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:14,240 "This happened because you went to Europe!" 608 00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:16,680 "And you were corrupted!" 609 00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:20,120 "This is all because of the western ways!" 610 00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:27,520 "If you would have stayed here, you would had met a nice girl!" 611 00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:31,600 I want to make this film because I don't want to tell my parents. 612 00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:37,600 But at the same time I want another life where I can express myself to the maximum. 613 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,440 So I was thinking to do this drag performance, 614 00:49:41,640 --> 00:49:44,600 but because I don't have any experience 615 00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:47,520 in performing or dancing, 616 00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:51,720 although people say I dance good. 617 00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:58,960 I was just wondering if I can have some help 618 00:49:59,200 --> 00:50:02,640 from somebody with experience in this industry, 619 00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:05,920 that can guide me through this performance. 620 00:50:06,480 --> 00:50:09,920 Like a teacher or like a master. 621 00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:14,960 That's why I was looking and I wanted to see your opinion. 622 00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:21,560 Okay, sure, let's go and see. 623 00:50:22,240 --> 00:50:24,280 What do you mean by go and see? 624 00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:27,120 You should show him. Now?! 625 00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:29,080 Now? 626 00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:30,880 Yeah! Why not? Let's go! 627 00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:52,800 ♪ My dear ♪ 628 00:50:53,040 --> 00:50:56,200 ♪ My dear love ♪ 629 00:50:56,440 --> 00:51:03,160 ♪ Thank you for being with me for such a long time ♪ 630 00:51:03,360 --> 00:51:06,520 ♪ My dear ♪ 631 00:51:06,760 --> 00:51:10,040 ♪ My dear love ♪ 632 00:51:10,240 --> 00:51:17,800 ♪ This is the most exciting moment in my life ♪ 633 00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:39,680 There is a crazy big difference, 634 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:40,840 so it is a must 635 00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:43,680 when you sing, then do it with strength 636 00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:45,200 like this... 637 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,400 Cheers! Cheers Aragon. 638 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:13,360 Egészségedre! Egészségedre! 639 00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:15,200 Egészségedre. 640 00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:18,320 Last time it was last year, no? 641 00:53:18,800 --> 00:53:20,440 Last year it was in a... 642 00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:22,520 drinking place. 643 00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:24,920 Where was it? At Colorbar? 644 00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:26,880 Close to Gozsdu Street. 645 00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:28,960 I don't remember. I don't remember either. 646 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:30,920 Anyway... How are you doing by the way? 647 00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:34,160 How was the New Year? 648 00:53:35,080 --> 00:53:36,480 It's the Year of the Dog. 649 00:53:37,240 --> 00:53:41,160 Yeah, hi. Can we order one chicken curry? 650 00:53:41,520 --> 00:53:42,360 - Spicy? 651 00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:44,840 No... do you want it spicy? I don't want it spicy. 652 00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:46,840 So no spicy for him. Chicken with curry or biriyani? 653 00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:49,080 Chicken curry. With rice or without rice? 654 00:53:49,240 --> 00:53:49,840 Rice. 655 00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:51,440 And for me, chicken biriyani. 656 00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:53,360 Spicy? Yes, very spicy. 657 00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:56,920 This is for you. 658 00:53:57,120 --> 00:53:58,120 Spicy chicken biriyani. 659 00:53:58,320 --> 00:53:59,320 Can I take this? 660 00:53:59,600 --> 00:54:00,520 Thanks. 661 00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:04,480 This is really nice. 662 00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:08,800 This smells really nice as well. 663 00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:14,880 What kind of rice is it? It's like jasmine rice ... 664 00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:19,400 When I was little, I was very afraid of my father. 665 00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:25,640 With a military background, he was very strict with me. 666 00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:34,200 Eating, it was one of the most nerve wracking moments. 667 00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:40,400 Son, it's time to eat. 668 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:43,280 Okay, I'm ready. 669 00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:47,680 How should you behave while eating? 670 00:54:51,000 --> 00:54:53,120 Hold your head up, sit up straight, 671 00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:56,200 hold the bowl up to your mouth... 672 00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:59,680 open legs so no rice will fall on your pants. 673 00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:02,600 What else? 674 00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:04,920 What else... 675 00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:07,600 Clumsy boy! 676 00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:09,480 And you should eat like a man, 677 00:55:09,720 --> 00:55:13,880 A man must eat very fast, like a tiger. 678 00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:20,520 But my teacher said it's healthier to eat slowly. 679 00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:24,520 How dare you disagree with me? 680 00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:26,880 You are asking for punishment! 681 00:55:27,120 --> 00:55:30,080 Only girls should eat slowly, 682 00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:33,280 a man has to behave like a man. 683 00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:37,080 Now, lift your bowl and finish your food quickly! 684 00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:40,800 Don't leave a single grain of rice in your bowl! 685 00:55:42,080 --> 00:55:44,680 I don't want to eat so fast... 686 00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:49,120 Just because I didn't beat you for three days, you dare to be this rebellious? 687 00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:53,000 I will beat you now and teach you a a lesson! 688 00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:01,240 I raised my head, 689 00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:07,160 the figure in the silver light became clear. 690 00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:10,120 It walked to the river, 691 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:14,680 slowly, started to dance. 692 00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:19,000 Moonlight from the shining river illuminated its body, 693 00:56:19,200 --> 00:56:22,760 a body that was making elegant movements. 694 00:56:23,000 --> 00:56:29,720 At that moment, I couldn't tell if it was a "he" or a "she". 695 00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:04,760 Such a beautiful theatre, you've disgraced it! 696 00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:07,920 Son, what is that terrible outfit you're dressed in? 697 00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:09,720 You look like a monster! 698 00:57:09,960 --> 00:57:11,720 Undress now! 699 00:57:15,680 --> 00:57:17,920 What did I teach you since you were little? 700 00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:20,560 A man should look like a man! 701 00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:24,400 You've disgraced our ancestors like this! 702 00:57:24,640 --> 00:57:26,320 You are our only son, 703 00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:29,120 now you say this and do a performance like that, 704 00:57:29,360 --> 00:57:31,320 What will the others say about us! 705 00:57:31,520 --> 00:57:35,280 Your father and I feel so ashamed! 706 00:57:35,520 --> 00:57:40,320 Everyone will say bad things about us behind our backs! 707 00:57:40,560 --> 00:57:43,240 I give you one minute to undress, 708 00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:45,040 otherwise! 709 00:57:45,280 --> 00:57:50,280 I will beat you until your bones are broken! 710 00:57:50,520 --> 00:57:52,320 I... 711 00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:53,920 I don't have a son like you! 712 00:57:54,160 --> 00:57:56,760 Go away! 713 00:57:59,120 --> 00:58:01,120 How can you shame us like this? 714 00:58:01,360 --> 00:58:05,680 I regret to have ever given birth to you!